SCRIPTURE:
“Paul looked straight at the Sanhedrin and said, ‘My brothers, I have fulfilled my duty to God in all good conscience to this day.’ At this the high priest Ananias ordered those standing near Paul to strike him on the mouth.”
Acts 23:1-2
OBSERVATION:
Paul probably knew that going before the Sanhedrin would not be favorable; but he had the fortitude in his calling and relationship with God to state the truth no matter what the consequence. Being struck on the mouth represented both the physical hit he would take, but symbolically represented what the enemy often attempts to do in allowing fear of consequences to prevent us from standing up for, and speaking out for what is fair, true or righteous; as well as following through with God’s assignment(s) and instructions.
APPLICATION:
I remember in my younger years which were “before Christ” years, walking into what I knew would be a physical fight or a verbal confrontation later in my adult years. There was a fortitude of “bring it on,” where I expected to take the hits, but held on to my thoughts that I would give forth double or triple what I received. Oh my, how full of myself and who I thought I was supposed to be. I can recall many times where my forethought of how my words or actions may be perceived and received effect my delivery of what I would say or do.
But Jesus! But Jesus has gotten a hold of my heart and although I may think of a powerful rebuke and reaction, Jesus has changed me to be as gracious as I can muster up even if my mind visioning punching someone in the fact. Just being transparent. In those moments, I am blessed that my fortitude, commitment, and strength to who I have become in Christ, to my Christ beliefs, and the witness I am called to share keeps me from blowing up or erupting. Some say that have seen the frustration on my face. Thank God it didn’t come through in actions that would have been hard to explain or simply, blow my witness. Have I taken hits in the last six years as senior pastor? Answer: Hardest 5-6 years of my career life. But, the most blessed and fulfilling when I see what God has done in the midst of the worst.
PRAYER:
Dear Lord, guide me please to speak and act in obedience to who you are in me and my witness therein. I know that I often deal with anger welling up in response to perceived wrongs or outright attacks. Yet you shield me and restrain me. May my speech and actions be fair, gracious, and true, with humility and understanding. Holy Spirit, please go before me in the tough situations. guard me from the hits; and like Paul, may I stand in fortitude in obedience to your identity in me, your calling and duty.
